Shape of My Own Life

[Verse 1]
You text the list before the day begins
I shift my plans and tuck my own desires in
You need it now, so I arrive on cue
One small mistake, and all you see is what I missed for you

[Pre-Chorus]
I know your coffee, know your careful signs
But who am I beneath these borrowed times?

[Chorus]
I want to run at my full speed
No more trimming down the life I need
I gave you every spare hour I could find
You count the one thing wrong, leave all the rest behind
I want to run, I want to run
And find the shape of my own life begun

[Verse 2]
I set aside the work that called my name
You take it as a promise, never ask what that became
Then comes the quiet score of what I did not do
As if the weight I carried never counted next to you

[Bridge]
Let me miss a turn, let me choose a road
Let my hands be mine to hold

[Final Chorus]
I want to run at my full speed
No more trimming down the life I need
I gave you every spare hour I could find
You count the one thing wrong, leave all the rest behind
I want to run, I want to run
And find the shape of my own life begun