Buy Back My Own Soul

[Verse 1]
Buy the blue thing, buy the bright thing,
click before I feel the price.
Sugar hits and then it slips out,
I keep feeding appetite.
You say my name; I lean in faster,
call the rush a kind of proof.
Every want arrives like weather,
then the clouds move through.

[Pre-Chorus]
I know the trick, I know the taste,
still I let the moment choose.

[Chorus]
Spend it, spend it, spend the ache away,
kiss me till the feeling changes shape.
Bite down, burn bright, let the wanting roll—
I keep trying to buy back my own soul.

[Verse 2]
Cart rolls full of little futures,
none of them can keep me fed.
Your warm hand becomes a promise
that dissolves inside my head.
One more mouthful, one more message,
one more thing I swear I need;
I keep planting tiny fireworks
in a field that won’t turn green.

[Pre-Chorus]
I know the trick, I know the taste,
still I let the moment choose.

[Chorus]
Spend it, spend it, spend the ache away,
kiss me till the feeling changes shape.
Bite down, burn bright, let the wanting roll—
I keep trying to buy back my own soul.

[Bridge]
The hunger talks in my own voice.
It says, “Just this, then you’ll be whole.”
I nod along; the night gets louder.
Still the hole keeps its control.

[Final Chorus]
Spend it, spend it, spend the ache away,
kiss me till the feeling changes shape.
Bite down, burn bright, let the wanting roll—
I keep trying to buy back my own soul.