Finding the me that once Was

[Verse 1]
[acoustic guitar strumming, finger snaps on 2 and 4]
And the very little day that I thought to myself
I wonder why I put these thoughts on the shelf
I know that I need to get back to where I was
Where I didn't have to lie to myself
Just to lie down at night
To find out what's right
I find out what's tonight

[Chorus]
[bass guitar enters, clean electric guitar fills]
I'm feeling everything that I had
I had clarity at one point
Now everything is cloudy everywhere I go
I can't see my two feet front of me
I know
And what could I be if I'm not me?
What could I see but I don't want to leave you behind?
But to hear rewind
I just find that I'm a man standing on an island alone
And what could it be that I would see
If I could just find my way back to me?
I know I'd find it then

[Verse 2]
And could it just be what I need
To feel like my bleed does bleed here again?
With life that I thought I could live
Before I explore all the world
And I cannot find my way back to me
I see, I find now
And you tell me where I've gone to hear these words then
And now that I know what's screaming back to get out
The me that was wild, young, and free
Thinking anything that could possibly be
Where is that version of me once again?
I'll find you
No matter how far to the past I must go
How much destruction I must know
The blast radius that is me
Just to find what I can't see
A truer version of me