First-Hit Kick

[Verse 1]
I set the table, paid the rent
Kept every promise, every cent
Then you walked in, all sparks and nerve
And I forgot what I deserve

[Pre-Chorus]
I know the cost, I know the stakes
Still I lean in when the groundline shakes

[Chorus]
Am I loving too much till it takes me apart?
I keep falling, falling, straight into the start
I built this life with both hands, brick by brick
Then I risk it all for that first-hit kick
Am I loving too much? Say, am I loving too much?

[Verse 2]
New name, same rush, same open door
I swear this time I’ll guard the floor
But every goodbye leaves a thread
That pulls me back before I’ve slept

[Pre-Chorus]
I know the cost, I know the stakes
Still I lean in when the groundline shakes

[Chorus]
Am I loving too much till it takes me apart?
I keep falling, falling, straight into the start
I built this life with both hands, brick by brick
Then I risk it all for that first-hit kick
Am I loving too much? Say, am I loving too much?

[Bridge]
If I let the door stay closed
Would I keep the home I know?
Or am I just a safer kind
Of lonely, standing on the line?

[Final Chorus]
Am I loving too much till it takes me apart?
I keep falling, falling, straight into the start
I built this life with both hands, brick by brick
Still I risk it all for that first-hit kick
Am I loving too much? Say, am I loving too much?

[Outro]
I built it up, I let you in
I know the risk—I dive again