The Morning Bill

[Verse 1]
I click buy before I know the price
Sweet on my tongue, then I want it twice
You say my name and the brakes let go
I chase that rush like it owes me so

[Pre-Chorus]
One more taste, one more yes
I dress the ache in a better mess

[Chorus]
Spend it, taste it, fall in deep
Kiss me hard so I don’t feel the leak
Every little want says, “You’ll be whole”
Then the morning sends the bill to my soul

[Verse 2]
Bright new box, sugar on my lip
Your hand in mine and I loosen my grip
I know the lift, I know the drop
Still when it calls, I don’t make it stop

[Bridge]
What if I stay when the wanting fades?
What if I’m more than the things I chase?

[Final Chorus]
Spend it, taste it, fall in deep
Kiss me hard so I don’t feel the leak
Every little want says, “You’ll be whole”
I’m learning not to feed the hole
[Outro]
Not every hunger gets control