Wings Against the Wall

[Verse 1]
I leave my body by the bedroom lamp
Fold up the worry, let it lose its shape
The ceiling opens like a paper map
And every road is calling out my name

I walk through rooms I never built awake
A kitchen full of rain, a hallway made of clay
The hands I lost come reaching through the haze
They don't ask questions, they just make me stay

[Pre-Chorus]
If the dark can hold me
Let it hold me whole
I have carried every fracture
Like a second soul

[Chorus]
Tonight I can become
A river, a bell, a door undone
The wounds that kept me small
Turn into wings against the wall
I fall, I fall, I fall asleep
And find the parts I couldn't keep
When morning calls my name
I'll rise with nothing left to blame

[Verse 2]
A red moon rolls across a field of glass
I see my younger face and let it pass
The things I feared are wearing borrowed masks
They bow once, then dissolve into the grass

A train made out of thunder leaves the station
I climb aboard with no destination
Each window shows a different constellation
Each one says: begin without permission

[Pre-Chorus]
Let the impossible
Open up its hands
I was never meant to heal here
Where I understand

[Chorus]
Tonight I can become
A river, a bell, a door undone
The wounds that kept me small
Turn into wings against the wall
I fall, I fall, I fall asleep
And find the parts I couldn't keep
When morning calls my name
I'll rise with nothing left to blame

[Bridge]
Choir in the distance, silver in the floor
I meet the self I buried at the door
She says, You don't have to win this night
I say, I know
And step into the light

[Breakdown]
No map
No crown
No need to make it make sense now
No debt
No proof
The heart can mend in stranger rooms

[Final Chorus]
Tonight I can become
A river, a bell, a door undone
The wounds that kept me small
Turn into wings against the wall
I fall, I fall, I fall asleep
And find the parts I couldn't keep
When morning calls my name
I'll rise with nothing left to blame

[Outro]
The room returns, the window turns pale
My breath is a boat, my body a sail
I wake with the impossible under my skin
Not healed forever—just ready again