Left Unspent

[Verse 1]
I wake up to a good life
Sun on the floor, clean sheets
A full fridge, a safe room
And a heart that won’t agree

I walk through all the right doors
Say thank you, smile, behave
But something in me lingers
Like I missed my chance to wake

[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep asking
Why does peace feel like a pause?
Why does every open hand
Feel like something’s been cut off?

[Chorus]
There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I can feel it in my ribs
As the seconds disappear

There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I’m still here, I’m still here
But I’m not done, not near

[Verse 2]
My days are soft and decent
A gentle, ordinary climb
But I stand at the window
With a hunger I can’t hide

The clock keeps moving forward
So polite, so cruel, so clean
And I’m afraid of reaching
The edge of an unseen dream

[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep asking
Why does calm feel like a wall?
Why does all I’ve been given
Still not feel like all at all?

[Chorus]
There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I can feel it in my ribs
As the seconds disappear

There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I’m still here, I’m still here
But I’m not done, not near

[Bridge]
Maybe I’m not broken
Maybe I’m just far away
From the road I haven’t found yet
From the names I haven’t named

So let the minutes gather
Let the quiet make its case
I’ll keep one eye on the ending
And one on the open space

[Final Chorus]
There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I can feel it in my ribs
As the seconds disappear

There’s so much more for me out there
There’s so much more for me out there
I’m still here, I’m still here
And I’m finally starting here