Too Many Doors

[Verse 1]
I check the list again
Like it might tell me more
Every box feels heavy
When I reach for the door
One more voice, one more sign
One more reason to stay
I keep weighing my whole life
In the light of today

[Pre-Chorus]
And if I turn too fast
Will I miss my name?
If I stand too long
Will I stay the same?

[Chorus]
Too many doors, too many doors
I keep my hand on the wrong one?
Too many doors, too many doors
And I still feel like I've won?
Too many doors, too many doors
Tell me which one lets me breathe
I want the one I choose
To choose me

[Verse 2]
I see my old degree
On the wall by the sink
But the job in my chest
Never learned how to think
What if I took the turn
And it led me nowhere?
What if all this reaching
Only proves I care?

[Pre-Chorus]
And if I turn too fast
Will I miss my name?
If I stand too long
Will I stay the same?

[Chorus]
Too many doors, too many doors
I keep my hand on the wrong one?
Too many doors, too many doors
And I still feel like I've won?
Too many doors, too many doors
Tell me which one lets me breathe
I want the one I choose
To choose me

[Bridge]
I know the scoreboard
Never sleeps on me
Counting every milestone
Like it owes me peace
But I am not a trophy
I am not a test
I am a moving target
Trying to do my best

[Final Chorus]
Too many doors, too many doors
I keep my hand on the wrong one?
Too many doors, too many doors
And I still feel like I've won?
Too many doors, too many doors
Tell me which one lets me breathe
I want the one I choose
To choose me
Too many doors, too many doors
I don't need perfect to be free